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Friday, March 25, 2016

Is This Real Life?


If I were to tell you what my last few days have been like, you'd think I made it up! It's something out of a movie or likely aired on 20/20..right? You never think it would be someone you actually know!

I've been planning on traveling down to Montana to spend time with my Family! The three of us sisters along with Jaylea and Zeke were able to make it; my Grandpa has cancer and we wanted to all be together!

The thought of traveling 30+hours alone was a little overwhelming, saying goodbye to a good friend not knowing when we would see each other again, and just life right now has been hard and challenging! My emotions were an unpredictable roller coaster! 

...little did I know, it was about to get crazier...

The night before my trip, we got a call from Daniels Mom! Seth, my brother-in-law, was missing! What? Missing? How is this even possible? 

I've seen the posters. I've watched the news showing missing people and their crying relatives proclaiming to the world that they won't give up until they find them! It's extremely sad, but I never, not in my lifetime, ever thought it would happen to us! 

Seth was last seen around 10:00am, Wednesday March 23rd! He missed class, his missions trip meeting and never came home that night! So far, it's been over two days since someone has seen or heard from him! His car is also missing! This is out of character for him! He has nothing to run from and so much to look forward to!

The thought of leaving my husband when his brother is missing crushed me! I knew the unknowns were killing Daniel! I felt like I couldn't possibly leave him! I wanted to be there to love him, comfort him, and care for him as this went on! I wanted to be there by his side as new developments unfolded; good or bad! I talked about canceling my flight, but Daniel told me God had this under control and knew I needed to go be with my family and urged me to continue on with my original plans!

So as you can imagine, my emotions were on an all time high! There were tears of sadness because we love Seth and hate hate hate that he is missing, worrying about mom and dad Clifton and family, Rachel and Susanna all the way in Peru, and sad because I felt so helpless up in Alaska even though I knew God knows exactly where he is and He is in control! There were also tears of gratefulness and appreciation for all the love, prayers, and support we were getting from friends and family all over the world!! People shared the post about Seth on Facebook, let me know they were praying, kept checking in for updates, and locals offering to help! I was just so overwhelmed with a mix of emotions!

I just want to wake up from this nightmare. But the sad fact is...this is real life and it's so hard to accept that!
Our Lord is so much bigger than our worries and fears! He's got this and we will find Seth with His help and strength!

Please continue praying for Seth's safety and return and also peace and rest in the Lord for the whole family as we fight many unknowns!

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let you're requests
be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
-Philippians 4:6-7

***I mainly wrote this for myself to help process my thoughts and feelings, but figured I would share for those interested!





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